U showered me with ur love..

u showered me with ur love,
u made me feel im wanted..
what we had gone through together
has made me realise how important
u are to me..
thank u for loving me
for who i am..
i may not hv anything to give u
but i could only afford to shower
u with my love..
forgive me if i hv hurt ur feelings..

forgive me if i couldnt afford to give u what u wanted..

One whole night he hasnt been on..

Have u ever felt what is the feeling
when suddenly he (ur love) didnt come online
as usual?
It feels painful...lonely..hurt..empty..
that is what I was going through one whole night..
Sleepless..
As because I'm use to when I'm asleep
hes by my side..
But last night..
He wasnt on at all..
I couldnt even sleep..
I barely closed my eyes..
Tears streaming down when each time I
turn myself facing the laptop..
He wasnt there..
Even u tried to pretend hes there..
But still it wont work,
because hes really isnt there..
I beginning to realise that I
cant live without him..
Even one day without seeing him
I feel pain in the heart..
The pain was like u were being stabbed..
by a sharp knife..
I'm feeling dissapointed...
And yet..
I have to go to school to sit for my last final exam paper
with the feeling of upset...
pain..
and empty..

I wrote a poem about LOVE.....

I wrote a poem about LOVE..
Which I hope it will last forever even we are apart..
I wrote your name on the sand..
But the waves washed it away..
I wrote your name on my diary..
But it was torn away..
I wrote your name in my heart..
Which I know it will last forever..
I wrote again your name,
On the rainbow..
To let the whole world know how special you are to me..
But one thing I want you to know,
It last FoReVeR..
Thank you for being such a perfect love to me..
And I hope we will never say good bye..

The day he met me,His Life totally CHANGED....

The day I met him,

Things totally changed..
Feelings begin to grow day by day..
Love @ first sight..
I begin to know I fell in love with him..
He,
Almost died for what he thinks in his mind..
He,
Who thought his life is worthless..
He,
Who thinks no one will ever love him..
He,
Who thinks it is the end of the world for him..
He,
Who had been through hard life..
He,
Who never smile for 3 years..
He,
Who thinks he should die..
A man like him,
Who has the heart of love for a woman..
And not all woman could ever find a man like him..
A man like him never exist anymore..
Even if u are willing to pay millions,billions of cash..
Just to find a man like him..
U still never ever get..
He may be rich,
But,If the woman who love him just because for his cash..
It's better u dont have to love him..
As he has feeling too because his a human too..
Love a man not because of his cash,
But love him for who he is..
Not what he has..
He is the man u will never ever can find..
A man who showers u with his love,
A man who cares u more than anything..
A man who will tolerate a woman's tempered...
All I want him to know is I always love him..
He is the man I always dreamed of..
A man who shower me with his love n joy..
A man who loves to carved a smile on me..
A man who wipes away my tears..
A man who protects me from danger..
A man who takes away my fear..
His my everything ..
I only think of him..
Trying to keep our relationship last..
Trying to hold him tight..
Never wanna let him go..
I found out and realise that I've grown alot..
Ever seen he came into my life..
He lead me to a mature world..
He made me realise what is diff..
Accepting the way I am..
He has a beautiful smile..
A nice warm voice..
That I adore alot..
He is perfect..
Hmm..
He is my true love..
My Boo..
My Baby..
My Hunny..
Even million or billion cant buy him..
He is cherish now..
I've never seen his so happy..
I mean,
The day I met him..
He wasnt the person I'm knowing now..
He loves to laugh..
He loves to joke around..
He is a perfect man now..
And I know I'm loving him alot now..
Without him..
I'm nobody..
At least..
I know..
He made me mature..
He made me grown up..
He made me learned to accept everything..
Abt me..
Abt the world..
And everything...
Thank u so much to him..
He made me think everything..
He made me feel happy alot..
All I want from him is..
May he always be happy..
This is all I ask from him..
I love u baby..
Now,Future,Forever..
U r the 8th and the last..
No one else..
Can ever replace u
In
My
Life..
Never

Now I know what my answer is..

After all we have gone through together..
I finally had my answer from my heart..
U r the only one I'm loving now..
U r the person I care..
And I realised u hv done many things to hv me..
U showed me the power of love..
U showed me what love calls..
And what will ppl do for their love one..
U opened my eyes..
And I finally saw it..
U cared me so much..
And I never felt that love feeling before..
After my ex gone..
Finally I know,
I found my true love..
U said,
In my life I needed u in it..
U determined to win it..
U know what I needed..
U know what's wrong..
U know how to make it tight..
Everything will be alright..
If I let u hold me..
And let u introduce ur world to me..
And introduced me to the better side of life that
i aint been seeing..
U'll show me how to get it..
All I got to be with and
let u hold me..
When I cry,
U wanna feel my pain..
No secrets,No games..
All excitement,Nothing plain..
Keep me happy thats ur aim.
U wanted me to have ur child..
U wanted me to be in ur life..
U showed me how important I am in ur life..
U proved to me that I never be alone..
U proved to me u loved me more than anything..
Many hard task we gone through together..
Finally I had the answer for u..
I love u so much and I'm willing to give u my heart..
U can have my heart 100%..
U can own me by urself..
No one shall take me away from u..
I finally know that I love u..
And I needed u in my life..
U gave me the warm I always look for..
U gave me to happiness I always wanted..
I'm urs now..
Forever and ever shall be urs..
I love u

I'm Beginning To Grow Up..Realising About What Love Is About....

I always thought I know everything about love..
But I realised I'm wrong..
I realised that only now I know what love is..
The feelings I never ever felt after all the love life I've been through..
With different guys..
The feeling of being dump being left is really hurt and painful..
But then I realised again,
Being dump or being left..
It means we dont belong together..
And sometimes the feeling isnt right for the couple..
Now,I realise who I'm loving and who I really care..
I'm hving a strong feeling that I'm inlove with him..
A guy who gave me the love I've never had before..
Day by day,the missing feeling grows stronger,
the love feeling towards him grows stronger too..
I realise he is the one I'm loving so much,
He taught me everything patiently,
Even I'm a hot tempered girl,
He still tolerates me patiently..
His my everything..
He guides me slowly..
He tells me what I always fear abt..
Giving me confidence..
Giving me everything I want in his life..

The Love that i dont wanna lose...

The person whom i care alot now is him..
His my everything..
My light..
My soul..
My happiness..
My life..
My love..
My heart..
My sun..
A person who pours his love on me fully..
A person who cares me so much..
A person give me the safe feeling that can be with..
From top to toe of his..
Everything looks perfectly..
Bright Shining eyes whenever he smiles..
Soft lips that carved with lovely smiles too..
A warm body to be hugged..
A warm pair of hands to be cuddled in..
Soft ears to be play with..
lovely hair to be touched & play with..
Warm chest to be lied down on..
Secure feelings around him..
We are just so in love..
No love has ever made me feel this way..
So special,boy it's him..
His smile..and i just cant get enough of his love..
I want him to know..
His my baby love my baby love..
He makes the sun comes up..
His my everything that i could ever dream of..
His makes the sun comes up..
His my every every everything..
He makes me,so crazy,it's crazy..
Ohh hunny..
I don't wanna be with no one else..
His the only one that ever made me melt..
His special,boy it's his,his style..
Love..
I want him to know..
His my baby love..
My every every everything in my life..

the way he feel he always hide from me,when it comes to the feeling of hurt n sad..

sometimes whenever the one u love feeling sad n hurt,they never ever wanna tell u..

and when it is abt between the two of them,and u say something or u rejects what he say or ask for..the sense of guilt when u rejects his request..the feeling of pain comes to ur heart n begin to make u feel how he feels..these feelings u will feel when u really loves the one u love..especially when u see them unhappy..

i love to see when his happy..but not when it comes to sad part. he gives me the love i want.. he gives the warm i always looked for.. he is the one.. the one true love i found.. loving him is my wish...

I love the way u are..

{My Baby Boo Casey Brendon}

I love the way u smile..

I love when u laugh..

I love everything of urs..

The warm u give me..

The comfort u give me..

The kiss..

The whispering at my ear..

The breathing at my neck..

The touch from ur finger..

The body of urs for me to hug..

Everything..

I love it all..

Everytime i see u smile it makes me feel happy..

Everytime u stare or look at me my heart beats fast n fast..

U make me blush easily..

U make me shy easily..

I love the way u look like..

U are the perfect guy i ever loved..

The guy i always dream to be with..

U lighted my life..

U brighten my life..

U shower me with ur love..

U cover me from danger..

U secure me from harm..

The way u love me i've never got it..

Tho i had it twice but then it is the past..

New life with u..

New future with u..

Baby,u know how much i love u..

Because u showed me what loves is..

I thought i would never fall in love again..

But i was wrong since i found n met u..

U are always my love one..

The only one i love alot..

No one can ever replace u..

Never..

I love u casey..

RIP Brother..

my beloved god brother..the one n only..

was called to be back with Lord..

its a big lost..i loved him so much..

brother..may u rest in peace..

u will always be in my mind...