One whole night he hasnt been on..

Have u ever felt what is the feeling
when suddenly he (ur love) didnt come online
as usual?
It feels painful...lonely..hurt..empty..
that is what I was going through one whole night..
Sleepless..
As because I'm use to when I'm asleep
hes by my side..
But last night..
He wasnt on at all..
I couldnt even sleep..
I barely closed my eyes..
Tears streaming down when each time I
turn myself facing the laptop..
He wasnt there..
Even u tried to pretend hes there..
But still it wont work,
because hes really isnt there..
I beginning to realise that I
cant live without him..
Even one day without seeing him
I feel pain in the heart..
The pain was like u were being stabbed..
by a sharp knife..
I'm feeling dissapointed...
And yet..
I have to go to school to sit for my last final exam paper
with the feeling of upset...
pain..
and empty..