Little Angel begins to realise...

mom is right,im no longer a little angel..im growing..
growing into adult stage..2 more years i will be 20..
now,im almost reaching my mature stage that is 18th..
still im like a little playful angel,need attention from friends n family
and of course from my love..Casey..
mom told me,when will i ever change into a mature girl?
but the truth,i dont even know the answer too..
am i still childish?
i think i am..
mostly bcause i always love to be a baby to Casey..
but i do always think abt my life with Casey..
New life..
New family..
New born child..
and all i know i cant wait to get marry to Casey..
and i really want him to own me as soon as possible..
My love for him is getting stronger..
No one knows it
No one understands it
Only i know that i love him more than anything..
saying abt mature..
am i not mature??
if im not mature..
will i think abt getting marry with Casey?
or have kids with him?
of course i wont..
ppl who arent mature will never think abt tht..
mommy never understand me..
only one person who ever knew me deeply now..
and tho we r still chatting in msn..
yet he knows my character almost..
i love him so much..
and his the last man i ever wanna be with..
till the end of my life..
someday..
someday ppl will know..
why i love him..
as he is so special to me..
someday..
my parents wil know what made me love him that much..
someday..
the day will come..